Christ in the Wilderness Hermi

There are times when a word or phrase haunts me.This word may appear on the cover of a book, is part of an article in a magazine, or may come as a desire or longing. Since last February such a word for me was wilderness. Looking for a book to pray with during Lent, I noticed one on the Desert Mothers. As I read the titles of the chapters, I realized that it would be easy for me to change the word desert to wilderness.

It became clear to me that the desert mothers, the AMMAS, could be guides for my Lenten journey. Soon another book entitled Wisdom of the Wilderness attracted my attention from a book store window. The introduction of this book told of solo experiences of being in the wilderness and how those experiences became a teacher. An article in an outdoor magazine brought the thoughts of the past months together. The article asked the question what is Wilderness? That question became the question I asked myself over and over before my retreat at Christ in the Wilderness.

When my time of retreat arrived, I knew that God and I would sit with this question. I began thinking about the landscapes on Earth where wilderness is found - the sandy wasteland of the desert mothers, the wooded forests, mountains, wide open seas as well as retreat hermitages for the soul to find its natural homeland. Jesus, Muhammad, the Buddha, the Irish Monks who wandered the ocean in open boats, Dakota medicine men and women, Elij ah the prophet, all found God's presence through a desert/wilderness sojourn. The wilderness for all of these women and men is a place to be alone with God and self, to reverence the beauty of creation, to listen to the wisdom of silence and solitude, to become vulnerable.

Being somewhat satisfied with the answer to my question of many months, I was able for now to put it aside. The silence and solitude encouraged me to put my mind at rest and to begin paying attention and listen to the stillness which sur­rounded me. It was during this time of being with, I sensed that God was now alluring me into another kind of wilderness - that of the soul. One night I woke up after only a few hours of sleep and decided to sit on the deck of the hermitage. I gazed up at the stars naming a few of the constellations. Soon however, the silent beauty of the stars filled my soul with awe.

The divine Presence became so real I could almost touch it. To simply be with that Presence was prayer without words. After a while I looked to the spaces between the stars where another wilderness was discovered. This wilderness invited me to expand my horizons, my way of looking at life, to explore my creativity, my inner dreams, to enter into the mystery of God.

On the deck that night, being with the stars, the answer to how shall I be in the wilderness was answered. The wilderness taught me to simply be not only with my prayer but with my way of life. To live in awe, reverence, and trust, to take time for silence, and to be willing to be surprised by God's Presence. To simply be.

As I was walking my dog this morning, I noticed that most of the trees have lost their leaves. In their stark beauty, they are in a state of to simply be. The tree seemed to stand in the silent growth of wilderness.

What a wonderful reminder for me of my retreat, and to continue living and being a sojourner in the wilderness. John Muir once said, "I only went out for a walk and finally concluded to stay out till sundown, for going out, I found, was really going in."

• Cottage/Cabin

All three private hermitages are self-contained with:
Heating/air-conditioning
Main House
The main house serves as the home of the retreat center's Director. Additionally, it has:


Desk/table with chair Emergency telephone and laundry facility



Comfortable reading chair

Single bed, dresser, Bed linens and towels

Bathroom with shower
Library, where you can sit and enjoy a book from our extensive collection on topics of spirituality, personal growth, nature/wildlife, and ecology. These books, as well as CDs and cassettes, can be borrowed for use in your hermitage.








Kitchen fully equipped with stove/oven, refrigerator, microwave, pots/pans, cooking and serving utensils, dishes and cups/glasses, and silverware. (You bring your own food.)







Screened porch with chair

Radio/CD/cassette player


NO telephones, televisions, or computers

You only need to bring your clothes and personal belongings (including a flashlight, poncho, and sturdy walking shoes/hiking boots), food, reading /writing materials, and whatever else will enable you to fully experience our natural setting and enjoy your time alone. We provide walking sticks.

The Center's Director will be happy to speak with you regarding any concerns you might have relative to your ability to traverse our hilly terrain.

The Benefits of Solitude

Pausing occasionally to reflect -- without the distractions, clamor, interruptions, and rush of daily life -- is a necessity for living a balanced life. Christ in the Wilderness is an oasis that offers people the opportunity to do so.

Solitude can mean having time to read a book, create a work of art, reflect on life's journey, pray for guidance, or be in the presence of God. For some, it is simply a chance to experience silence, encounter nature, or enjoy a thorough rest.

Solitude allows retreatants to ponder questions they cannot find time or space to address elsewhere. Those who spend time in solitude return to the world renewed and reenergized. They experience a heightened sense of balance and focus. Solitude, then is essential for living life well. Retreatants come here from all walks of life, and from various philosophical approaches, spiritual traditions, and religous and non-religious backgrounds. After experiences of solitude, retreatants have made significant changes in their lives, their priorities and values, their jobs and responsibilities, and even where they live.

When people pause and listen to their deepest wisdom, they begin to understand they have limited time in which to realize their life goals. They no longer choose to put things on hold